My dear baby, it's been over a month since you left unexpectedly.
I never imagined you would leave me so soon and it would hurt so much.
Your sister and I miss you so very much.
She misses your company, your way of showing affection, sleeping next to you... even fighting with you, I'd say!
I miss waking up in the morning and not feeling you close to me. I miss when you meowed at me if I didn't wake up on time. I miss the way you looked at me laying in bed while I danced in front of the mirror. I miss you taking over my whole bed. I miss how you waited for your sister and I to get home from our walk. I miss how you used to meow for food three ours before your meal time and I missed how you used to wait for me to get out of the shower.
And you used to take care of me when something was not right... If you ever heard me crying, you wouldn't let anybody come anywhere near me. I miss your kisses, your rough tongue, your warmth...
I miss how you used to fight your sister to get me or my friends to pay more attention to you. I miss how you watched me have breakfast and how you sat next to me when I had my morning coffee and when ended up eating a bit of my sponge cake. I miss how you used to meow to blame your sister for something you shouldn't have been doing.
Even though it used to make me angry, I wish you could still fall asleep on my perfectly folded clothes.
I will always remember the day I took you to the countryside and you became friends with some horses. What an epic day!
Despite missing you so much, I am so grateful for everything you did for me...
You were there for me in the good and the not-so-good times. You supported me constantly.
I'm extremely grateful that we shared 13 years of adventures together. I wish it could have been longer. I just hope you enjoyed your life with us.
You were loving and strong until the very last moment. It wasn't easy to let you go, but I know it was the best for you as you didn't deserve to suffer.
Even though we miss you so much, we've been trying to move forward, focusing on the good things in life. I know you wouldn't have liked to see us sad.
I must admit I cry every once in a while, but your memory deserves a smile, not tears.
Thank you for choosing us and for loving us so much.
A few days ago, I saw a cat that was identical to you, and I felt it was a way for you to tell me that everything is OK. That you are always going to be there.
Simba, my furry child, you'll always be with me.