At its core, expressing oneself sexually is a way of channeling sexual energy. It's an attitude. When you express yourself through sexual energy, it draws other people in, both directly and indirectly.
For me, expressing myself this way feels authentic. It resonates with who I am.
But it wasn't always like this. Honestly, it wasn't easy to accept at first. I was weighed down by beliefs and fears that made me feel limited. I felt that by accepting that this is my way of expressing who I am would be dangerous and society might blame me for anything bad that could happen to me if I leaned into my sexuality.
But what was I supposed to do? Let society suppress me? Why should being this way make me responsible if someone crossed a line without my consent? Absolutely not. Just because I embrace my sexuality and I enjoy it, doesn't give anyone the right to belittle or mistreat me.
Over time, I came to realise that this is a natural part of who I am. I learnt to love it and to enjoy it.
I discovered that I don't have to be ashamed of being myself.
I need to be proud of who I am and happy that I can enjoy this part of me.
I like expressing my sexuality because it connects me to my essence.
I love myself, I love my body and I don't want to hide it.
That desire begins with me and it extends outwards.
Feeling desired makes me feel very good. I enjoy what I feel when someone wants me...
I know I inspire desire and lust and I like it.
I enjoy drawing attention through my beauty.
When I embrace my sexuality, I become a form of erotic art and I love it.
I'm admired because they see something in me they find captivating and I feed off that energy.
They desire me, but I'm the one who decides how far to take it, who I want to please and on what terms.
I am a being of desire, and I desire in return. This energy and desire comes from within me and I flow with it.
To me, it's an art in my day to day life. I love to love it.
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