It's been quite a while since the last time I wrote my blog and I'd like to share with you something that I've always wanted to tell you because it excites me and is very important for me.
I'm one of those people who likes taking her of herself in every possible way.
Today I want to tell you about my sexual training, one of my most important self-care practices.
The more I get to know myself, the more I know what works for me and I try to reinforce it in a positive way, the more it helps me understand myself better and accept myself fully.
If I ignored it, it would become something negative and I don't want that to happen.
My sexual training connects me to my essence, it relaxes me, frees me and gives me personal satisfaction. It helps me get to know myself better, understand myself, accept and love myself. It also makes me understand what I like and what I want sexually and how to explore it thoroughly and not just "fancy the idea". All this, makes me evolve personally and profesionally, too.
My sexual training consists of working on different sexual experiences: the ones I want to experience, as well as some proposed by other people that I might find interesting and appealing.
I work deeply to feel and understand properly a differents sexual practices. Once I've gotten to know them fully, I recreate them in different situations and places.
I research and work on different roles and ways to react to them. Then, I include them in my usual practices, to delve even deeper into them.
This process helps me understand how I feel, where my emotions are at that particular moment, whether there's anything blocking me and my beliefs and any taboos I might have.
Whenever I find any of those "problems", I find a way to work through them so that I can feel free again and enjoy things fully.
This way, I learn that I'm capable of living experiences that I couldn't even imagine myself. It also helps me find my limits and boundaries in order to enjoy a new experience.
My sexual training helps me figure out what I want to improve. I want to be the best version I can be and the best lover. I enjoy it and I like how it makes me feel. If there's anything I don't know how to do, I practice and practice until I've mastered it.
I also train my body sexually in order to improve my stamina, my weak points and my looks. I like to see myself look better and I want others to look at me too. I enjoy it. It helps me find out what positions work better for me, which ones make me feel amazing and which ones I'd like to improve.
Every day I spend time doing my sexual training and it has become part of my lifestyle. It helps me manage my sexual energy in my day to day and in my work. There are so many ways to get pleasure and to lose yourself in it... I like knowing that I can be much more naughty, dirty, slutty... I like getting to know how to to tease better, give pleasure and be sexual... I like finding out my personal preferences, what makes me feel more creative and what makes my mind run wild... I like discovering different ways of giving and receiving pleasure...
This makes me connect fully with the other person and understand their needs. I want to make them feel good, accepted, completely free to enjoy and lose themselves in what I can offer.
I value my sexual training because I feel confident and proud of what I get from it.
It's my art.